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From St Clem

by John Siqveland

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1.
The Wheel 02:52
Break ’em on the wheel. Break ’em on the wheel. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Break ’em on the wheel. Break ’em on the wheel. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Minute hand in the butcher shop – Tick tick tick. Chop chop chop. Turn. Turn by turn. Break ’em on the wheel. Break ’em on the wheel. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Rich man, poor man, beggarman, thief – don’t need sense when you’ve got belief. Turn by turn. Pull from the left, pull from the right. Middle will only get so tight. Turn. Turn by turn. Break ’em on the wheel. Break ’em on the wheel. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Four-and-twenty blackbirds baked in a pie. Speech for a tooth, Sight for an eye. Turn. Turn by turn. Break ’em on the wheel. Break ’em on the wheel. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Turn by turn. Turn by turn.
2.
Coins turn the world over redeemed of heavy lead We’re orebound like mountain copper picking the silver mines instead A statue stands, arm outstretched pointing towards some tomorrow and some tomorrow after that. The sun shifts across sheen and dint, reflecting in shadow metallic buttons on his vest. Picture the silver heart hidden there in his chest – Coins turn the world over redeemed of heavy lead We’re orebound like mountain copper picking the silver mines instead Breeze sweeps across pines and birches a blanket of nettles and leaves covers the spoil tip, the earthen pits men versus metal under None have declared victory yet – Hidden heart – Boys, that’s us in his chest. Coins turn the world over redeemed of heavy lead We’re orebound like mountain copper picking the silver mines instead Coins turn the world over redeemed of heavy lead We’re orebound – just mountain copper picking the silver mines instead picking the silver mines instead picking the silver mines instead
3.
Bad Badge 02:58
He wears that bad badge to hide the hole in his chest – can’t tell how black it is, because no light escapes it. He’s got a stranglehold on the lawman’s code: To Protect (his friends) and Serve (himself). He’s got a big belt, a bigger head – needs every atom of oxygen. Should you seek to breathe without him seeing, prepare to drown on dry land. A big need, bigger debt and we’re all obligated to it. But ain’t nothin’ returns less than a Bad Badge. He flashes that bad badge and a smile as he ransacks and – badda-boom – the property room is his retirement plan. His crooked rookery of broken wings won’t believe it’s his strings around their feet. Such pretty birds! Jail’s full again, it’s true, but he’ll bring the cell to you. And you’ll be doing four to six, sentenced here to his bull- shift your eyes to the ground or he’ll post your name around town. It’s how he grinds the good men down with that bad badge. He rests his bad badge in an ashtray on his desk. He keeps his enemies close and family downstairs. The homefront’s under threat – could get hit any minute. His first wife left with his first son, still she prays these second ones will grow despite his shade which engulfs and enslaves. They’ll pay and pay and pay. You’ll pay and pay and pay. We’ll pay and pay and pay and pay and pay and pay and pay until we find we gave the whole damn town away to that Bad Badge.
4.
Equidistant at every point, gravity maintains the void. The hard magic of perpendicular attraction – an agent of collapse inside this wild nest of senses, brambles in the whirlwind. Only route known – a tangled thread wound about the branches, again and again. Within this circular proposition the days are fading. The days are fading within this circular proposition. Within this circular proposition the days are fading. The days are fading within this circular proposition. The scheme begins where the line ends – Manifest cause and consequence. It’s the long play, degrading each rotation. Irrational constant resumes formation inside this wild nest of senses, brambles in the whirlwind. Only route known – a tangled thread wound about the branches again and again. Within this circular proposition the days are fading. The days are fading within this circular proposition. Fading within this circular proposition. Within this circular proposition —
5.
I’ve been waiting forever at the gate of confusion, and I knock and knock and knock. This map of shadows with a legend of illusions. Circle on circle on circle I’ve walked The road runs wild right ahead of you Is it time for something new? Waking underwater with rain on the surface. You question every breath. A gray horizon drifting without purpose between sky and sea, clouds and land. The road runs wild right ahead of you Is it time for something new? If you don’t want to be this, why do you feel need to see it through? When it’s time for something new. Time for something new. Time for all those words unspoken and thoughts at rest The doorway stands wide open just like you never left Time it’s Time again It’s time for something new. If you don’t want to be this, why do you feel need to see it through? When it’s time for something new. It’s time – exquisitely timed – Time for something new.
6.
Hush little baby don’t you cry, I’m gonna sing a lullaby. And when you wake, we’re gonna fly far from this mockingbird scene. I’ll buy a thousand diamond rings, and we’ll say all the things they say on all the shows we always joke about. Mockingbird scene Mockingbird scene The world’s about to turn us on. The world’s about to turn around. Mockingbird seat will be the death of me. The world’s about to turn us on. The world’s about to turn around. Mockingbird scene Mockingbird scene The world’s about to turn us on. The world’s about to turn around. Mockingbird scene will be the death of me. The world’s about to turn us on. The world’s about to turn around.
7.
Sockdologer 03:27
You struck me blind. Now you’re all I want to know. Meet me wild in these open fields and spread me through the ground below. Converging light burned a course through me, remaking who I’d been and who I’d be. You struck me blind. Now you’re all I want to know. Find me wild in these open fields and spread me through the ground below. Wandering marked until you descend again. Melting away in this empty rain. Shredded in this hollow wind. Currents return and the arc defines the poles. This circuit broken and open – conducting nothing until closed. You struck me blind. Now you’re all I want to know. divine me wild in this open field and spread me through spread me through spread me through spread me through the ground below.
8.
Who Are You 03:10
Do you tell me how much it costs to make it worth the price? That empty heart isn’t much of a prize. It seems you’ve spent all of your time on a monster in disguise. Who are you Who are you to change your mind? It’s easy to say there’s a better way and usually it’s a lie, but everyone knows you’ve worn through these clothes and they were never quite your style. Tomorrow morning when you wake up, how’d it feel to open your eyes? Who are you Who are you to even try? How do you feel when you meet someone too weak to raise a smile? And who are you tonight? You don’t have forever, babe. You’d better make up your mind. Who are you? Who are you tonight? Who are you? Who are you? Who are you?
9.
Red-handed 02:53
10.
Poisoned 04:02
Was it something in that drink? It contacted the skin? Through the meal or the breathing? Now edacious within. The muscles swell to expel this dormant pathogen. You know it’s poison. You’re poisoned again. Remember the taste of silver? Remember the suit of pins? The skin of thin glass that you tremble against? How did this begin? When will it end? Whose name will you call? Which cells will you defend? Remember the poison? Yes, you’re poisoned. Windows are melting. Smoke carries the walls away. The portrait’s been torn by broken glass in the frame. And you’ve taken the pages out of all your friends. Taken the poison. You’re poisoned. Your fingers recall the notes to a lost, crooked tune. You can’t lift your eyes above the dress on the bed, the bed in this room. You despise her for coming, but would have prayed until she came — Race through me, poison, erase me again. Drowning in an ocean of deaf adrenaline. Race through me, poison, erase me again. Race through me poison – Again and again, again, again and again. And again. Again. and again again again
11.
The Double 04:23
Half the strength bears twice the load. You’re seeking light in the heart of shadow. Lost in a mirror thought a window. As above, so below. Facing away, still you know your Double. Twin bells called you to rise. Again that feeling of leaving something behind. A stray coin shines on the ground. Reach after fortune to find it face down. Each penny spent is spent twice. Once on the purchase and once on everything it didn’t buy. At the split, each step defines. Pace oneself and leave one self behind. Half the strength bears twice the load. Seeking light in the heart of shadow. Lost in a mirror thought a window. As above, so below. Facing away, still you know your Double. “Where is the world when you sleep?”, he whispers to you in your dreams. His left : Your right Always (never) watching, never (always) meeting eyes. Half the strength bears twice the load. Seeking light in the heart of shadow. Lost in a mirror thought a window. As above, so below. Facing away, still you know still he knows Facing away, still you know your Double.
12.
One-eyed Dog 03:26
My dish looks full, but I’m starvin’. It’s this hunger unrequited. I guard the door, but sleep on the floor. And I feel this collar tightening. You’re leadin’ me on like a one-eyed dog – slip round the corner, leavin’ me in this fog. You think I only have half the sight, but I catch twice the scent and leave twice the bite. Now I’m off the leash and on the prowl – and I howl and howl and howl and howl. You’re leadin’ me on like a one-eyed dog – slip round the corner, leavin’ me in this fog. You think I only have half the sight, but I catch twice the scent and leave twice the bite. Leadin’ me on like a one-eyed dog slip round the corner, leavin’ me in this fog. Lie to me just a one-eyed dog, but I still see and see it’s wrong. But keep gettin’ dragged along – Woof. You’re leadin’ me on like a one-eyed dog – slip round the corner, leavin’ me in this fog. You think I only have half the sight, but I catch twice the scent and leave twice the bite. Leadin’ me on like a one-eyed dog slip round the corner, leavin’ me in this fog. Lie to me just a one-eyed dog, but I still see and see it’s wrong. But keep gettin’ dragged along gettin’ dragged along keep gettin’ dragged along Just keep gettin’ dragged along. Gettin' dragged along Gettin' dragged along Gettin' dragged along

credits

released July 15, 2022

Recorded live July 29, 2021 by Dan Sharp at St. Clement's Episcopal Church. Saint Paul, Minnesota.

Guitar and voice - John Siqveland
Double Bass - Lucas Alm

Additional vocals - Lucas Alm

Additional nylon-stringed guitar, Hawaiian guitar, baritone ukulele, piano (upright and grand - inside and outside), Wurlitzer; Arturia Mellotron, Farfisa and Clavinet; Theremini, gogama, accordion and synth accordion - Dan Sharp

Additional keyboards, electronics, percussion, electric guitar - Brian Tester

Produced, engineered and mastered by Brian Tester, Oakland, California.

With maximum gratitude to Chris and Heather Worthington and Saint Clement's.

Cover photo - Elizabeth Siqveland

All songs written by John Siqveland. (c) 2022. SickVillain Music.

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